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Monday, June 06, 2016
hellos.
reading through my past blog, I almost fulfilled 1 thing - which is slimed down but not totally, I still have big tummy and fat thighs. very hard to slim those becauseI need to maintain my running every weekly once or twice. apparently i become lazy and didn't do so anymore. I use to run twice a week with my sis.
Anyway, I got a full-time job last year 9 Feb 2015. work as Marketing and Graphic Design, the company is okay, the colleagues are good. it's a comfortable job but i can't learn much for my design skill. it's more on marketing which actually anyone can do it. i feel like wasting my time working here whereas i should be increasing and building my skills. I would like to quit, but i can't. because i need to build my portfolio, i can't get a good pay without a good portfolio. iI'm in the midst of working actually- very slowly.
I also wanted to import a milk tea to sell. but i realise there's too much cost involved. I'm quite cheapskate and money minded- HAHA. but anyway, i should give it a try. you will never know what will happen if you don't try. you need to take risk to succeed. you need to fail to learn and grow. obviously i hope it will be a success. so i need to start asap because if i keep dragging. it won't happen and someone will make it happen for you. your opportunity will be gone.
next is... i intend to interview for SIA. i wanted to earn more money for returning studies debt and my future house renovation. I really hope i can get in. because i need the money. I hope my scars will fade.faster. I hope i can talk confidence and present my bubbly self well during to the management people. It's my last few chance to get in. I heard that they are in need of staff, so pick me please..!! i will be good. :)
And i bto a amk flat with my bf. i could only know the result in July. hopefully i able to get it. because its convenience, my bro also try to opt for it. it's very popular among and hopefully me and my bro could get a good number to pick the best unit.
as usual.. my english did not improve, didnt manage to study english course. but i will !! and must. i have to upgrade myself to compete alot of ppl. my design skill didnt improve as well. so sad. i hope for a better future but its hard because of my laziness.
ohh...do you know- im blogging during working hours? haha. slacker.
anyway, i hope everyone in my family and the ppl i love will be healthy and worry free- money worried free of course.
Ohya, i got a nephew, he was born in 22 April 2016, his name is Kayden Tan. so happy to have him, you know it's different when you look at your nephew and look at other kids. the feeling is diff. i will dote him, love him alot. hugs and kiss from gu gu. hehe
current situtation and my hopes
reading through my past blog, I almost fulfilled 1 thing - which is slimed down but not totally, I still have big tummy and fat thighs. very hard to slim those becauseI need to maintain my running every weekly once or twice. apparently i become lazy and didn't do so anymore. I use to run twice a week with my sis.
Anyway, I got a full-time job last year 9 Feb 2015. work as Marketing and Graphic Design, the company is okay, the colleagues are good. it's a comfortable job but i can't learn much for my design skill. it's more on marketing which actually anyone can do it. i feel like wasting my time working here whereas i should be increasing and building my skills. I would like to quit, but i can't. because i need to build my portfolio, i can't get a good pay without a good portfolio. iI'm in the midst of working actually- very slowly.
I also wanted to import a milk tea to sell. but i realise there's too much cost involved. I'm quite cheapskate and money minded- HAHA. but anyway, i should give it a try. you will never know what will happen if you don't try. you need to take risk to succeed. you need to fail to learn and grow. obviously i hope it will be a success. so i need to start asap because if i keep dragging. it won't happen and someone will make it happen for you. your opportunity will be gone.
next is... i intend to interview for SIA. i wanted to earn more money for returning studies debt and my future house renovation. I really hope i can get in. because i need the money. I hope my scars will fade.faster. I hope i can talk confidence and present my bubbly self well during to the management people. It's my last few chance to get in. I heard that they are in need of staff, so pick me please..!! i will be good. :)
And i bto a amk flat with my bf. i could only know the result in July. hopefully i able to get it. because its convenience, my bro also try to opt for it. it's very popular among and hopefully me and my bro could get a good number to pick the best unit.
as usual.. my english did not improve, didnt manage to study english course. but i will !! and must. i have to upgrade myself to compete alot of ppl. my design skill didnt improve as well. so sad. i hope for a better future but its hard because of my laziness.
ohh...do you know- im blogging during working hours? haha. slacker.
anyway, i hope everyone in my family and the ppl i love will be healthy and worry free- money worried free of course.
Ohya, i got a nephew, he was born in 22 April 2016, his name is Kayden Tan. so happy to have him, you know it's different when you look at your nephew and look at other kids. the feeling is diff. i will dote him, love him alot. hugs and kiss from gu gu. hehe
current situtation and my hopes
♥ 3:52 PM
Wednesday, December 31, 2014
2014 have been a fruitful year.
A SUM UP OF MY 2014
SCHOOL LIFE
I graduated from lasalle and finally got a degree I always wanted. The result isn't what I hope to get but hey... everyone told me, it doesn't matter. What's matter is you have graduated and in our industry, strong portfolio is worth more than the piece of paper. Anyway, I always know that I doesn't have a strong portfolio or skills either. Worst of all, my English sucks too. I always wanted to improve my English but sadly..it didn't happen. I think the master of all fault is my laziness. booo..
Anyway, graduated with a degree and wearing the grown with the square cap is always what I wanted to do. Also to make my parents proud. Because all of my cousins are quite clever, whenever I went to my aunties house. Frames of family graduating photos are hang on the wall. My mum seems envy(i think), so ! I want to make her or their wish come true. To at least have a degree child in the family. ^^
Work Life
Soon after I graduated, after 1 month or so of applying job. I get hired by an in-house consulting company as a graphic designer. I was really relief and happy, finally I got a job and best of all they didn't negotiate with me on my pay. So I got a good amount of money for fresh-grad pay..and with the standard of quality I have. HA.
But seriously, initially the people in the company looks friendly and good, however this company is really bad. Bad in the sense of the bosses. Who would want a horrible bosses.
1st, this company is a christian company..every morning we would go through this ODB. well, even though I'm not a christian. I don't really mind, it doesn't affect me. But why does the boss always wanted us to reflect and the things she said always try to convince us god is good and blahblah. try to badmouth other religion and say we are aimless, but if we believe in god we have aim and blabla. *roll eyes*.
2ndly, some of the colleagues are nice and some are nice spies. do you know we have a 'rule' set by the boss that we couldn't get so close with only one people, we need to mingle around and get well with everyone. Well, I mingle with everyone but why I can't have a close friend or colleague. Who are you to choose and stop me from getting best buddies in workplace. The reason they doing so because they are so afraid of us gossiping behind their back. Do you know they only hire fresh grad and foreigners. Let me tell you why, fresh grad- so they can't compare with their past companies. Foreigners- They won't dare to leave , they have no choice but to stay. IF they weren't guilty of what they are doing why they need to prevent groups.
3rdly, this is the main of everything. The boss sucks. Sucks big time. All she does is yelling and screaming. Calling and rushing. Scolding and scolding. She have zero patient, everything she want it to be done asap. anything she don't like she will call you anytime. ANYTIME. There's a time she want me to do work for her until 2am. wtf. doesn't she realise I have work the next day. Of course she would work hard for the company, because its her own company but hey...I don't, though I get paid but no.. not till that extend that I have to work till 2am. Well, i don't mind working until 2am. But do you know, I have been rushing work for her. and spend 3 to 4 weeks of my weekend working for her. And she doesn't appreciate. Even she mention she is, she's actually acting is out. To make us feel better of course. We have this group chat, where she can ask the people to work, work, work. dammit. no rest seriously, keep us paranoid and stress. Call us during weekend all the time.
Oh, also.. she keep thinking that her children did the best work. everything they do or approve is the best. But actually what they did. is so so.
Okay, and so.. I quit this job. 5 months of this stupid job. of course I myself think that working in the in-house company is killing me. I would really hope to work in an design agency. I couldn't do any corporate design. It's killing me.
OMG. this blogpost doesn't meant to be complain and ranting.
SUM UP
Graduated
Found a job
Quit the job 5 months later
Jobless
Really hope i'm able to get a design agency job. Something that i'm able to learn and improve my design creativity and skills.
Also I ate a lot a lot a lot. and gain a lot of weight. It's the fattest moment of my life. My highest peak is 57 kg near 58kg. I need to slim ! i look so round with so much double chin.
As for my health, ever since I had a food poisoning back in phuket. my stomach digestive system haven't been good for one whole year. And also my eczema is getting spreading. Thanks to my itche hand. Now my thighs are affected with scars ): boo..
Thankfully, everyone in my family is well and healthy. So is my boyfriend. I hope in 2015, I can improve my english and design creativity and skills. Get into a good design agency with good boss. Friends and family to be well and healthy. My eczema will be better and stabilise, stop the itch already ! my digestive system will recover. Slim down and get prettier. Save more money. And also spend more quality time with my family and boyfriend.
Hope my boyfriend able to do well in his job and whatever he wanted to be. Hope he also will know what he want to work as in the future. His health(back) will be recover completely
(:
kthnbye
A SUM UP OF MY 2014
♥ 4:42 PM
Sunday, March 17, 2013
it's my first post in 2013, an urge to post something after looking at blogger's blog.
actually i'm suppose to write my 2000 essay. i was just start at ard 3 - 4 pm. but ended up finding research to looking at Facebook and then to blogshopping. i cant concentrate esp i have to write up to 2000 words. my aim for today is at least 300 words?
♥ 5:28 PM
Thursday, May 31, 2012
yesterday fatfat called. he is back from out field but he coming back home on sun morning instead of fri :/ and mon will book in. both days im working lei !! siann..
today is so busy..and my manager keep coughing. i will be a caring girl and buy him a herbal tea nx wed. why wed~ cause every wed is west mall day. everytime eat fast food also abit sian le. ~.~
today is so busy..and my manager keep coughing. i will be a caring girl and buy him a herbal tea nx wed. why wed~ cause every wed is west mall day. everytime eat fast food also abit sian le. ~.~
♥ 9:59 PM
Tuesday, May 29, 2012
had 3 curry puff and a v full dinner -.-
anw, today i then realise my manager left hand fourth finger wore a ring. then i peak at his phone wall paper. it's his wedding photo. haha. kinda sad. he is married !!!! nevermind la. happy for him^^ HAHA
after months, i finally got to drive again. about 10mins ride to the customer office. and i waited for them at the canteen for an hour plus. hungry and boring. my driving skill so lousy, esp my parking :( have to ask my colleague to help me.
i'm the driver cause got license de not free. and my colleagues are mostly foreigner. so cant drive in singapore also. hope i can drive more often ! to train my driving and hopefully i can learn how to park from my dad's car.
WHY MY BF NOT BACK FROM FEILD CAMP YET :( SO MISS HIM YOU KNOW..
wanna hug him like a teddy bear (:
anw, today i then realise my manager left hand fourth finger wore a ring. then i peak at his phone wall paper. it's his wedding photo. haha. kinda sad. he is married !!!! nevermind la. happy for him^^ HAHA
after months, i finally got to drive again. about 10mins ride to the customer office. and i waited for them at the canteen for an hour plus. hungry and boring. my driving skill so lousy, esp my parking :( have to ask my colleague to help me.
i'm the driver cause got license de not free. and my colleagues are mostly foreigner. so cant drive in singapore also. hope i can drive more often ! to train my driving and hopefully i can learn how to park from my dad's car.
WHY MY BF NOT BACK FROM FEILD CAMP YET :( SO MISS HIM YOU KNOW..
wanna hug him like a teddy bear (:
♥ 8:53 PM
Monday, May 28, 2012
♥ 8:53 PM
totally nth to do for work. manager been busy going to F.A.T room and meetings. anw, after stoning searching for things to do for near 4 hours, he is back ! ^^ i keep laughing or smiling to myself. like crazy, cause im glad to see him (: & i finally got things to do. so the craziest thing is when i hesitate to ask him for work. i giggling to myself again. -.- like dumb only right. but i super like his smile. haha.
okay boyfriend. if you happen to see this, dont jealous ^^
okay boyfriend. if you happen to see this, dont jealous ^^
♥ 8:45 PM