when can i ever get my first A. i always thought that year3 would be a better year for me. with all those loveable modules and the interest in me, everyday will be an A.
you see, i gt a module about maya. how can i learn without someone teaching. i think i did a great work but i got a B instead. my faci said that there are too many verticles line, who the hell will know how to improve it when there is no guidance and teaching. seriously this is a stupid kind of teaching. might as well i stay at home and look through all the youtube tutorial rather than spending money doing the same thing.
if i got a better grade i will be out of rp, either in tp or nyp.
the basic they learn in year 1 is what we learn in year2 or even 3. can't even imagine how am i going to compete with them w/ my little knowledge, skills and creativity.
why do i have so many complains, my miserable life :(
♥ 1:18 AM
the driving thingy is a bomb.
renew course: $43
pratical test: $160
renew pdl: $25
super expensive. if i knew it eariler i won't go for freaking attachment which they still own me 100bucks. totally totally not worth it.
and before my tp, few more lesson need to book for revision.
i must pass my tp !!!!! >:/
♥ 4:06 PM
exactly 2 month for iep. each month 500bucks. so i should get 1000bucks in total right ?
seriously, either they give me the wrong amt or i calculate wrongly. if that the case, they own me freaking 100bucks.
♥ 2:48 AM
not being enaging w/ my blog because i lead a normal boring life. i'm back to work, hate it but that's where my extra money came from but i quiting soon. happy and sad
love school, i choose the right course and module. but i'm quite sucks in program skill and rj. i hate writing RJ ! i think i always fail to get an A because i wrote a short one.
alright, i gonna bathe and change and headed to my cousin 21th party. we not that close, sooo...
♥ 5:17 PM
regret regret.
try my best not to consume any carbohydrate for two days until tonight i ate 3 prata ! :(
thanks to my sis. call me if i want any. of course i want la ! she shouldn't called and ask me!!
all my hardwork gone. might get fatter too :(
♥ 11:50 PM
apparently i am having a great day on fri and ytd.
had a great talk with han, huiting and eileen.
and also almost whole day out, had a small chat session with kok, sang
follow by at night with huah, sang, kok, dahong, jaron, victor. we went to punggol for fishing. first experience but not so like. boringgggggg..
how i wish it is holiday !!
i dont feel like working for another month at isetan. i am too lazy to move.
♥ 4:36 PM
first day of school. great :) time pass fast, i beileve year 3 student timing shorten too.
in the further weeks, i can get to play with camera, etc; isn't that fun and exciting !
video, animation, design is my thing (:
but still hate to wait up late and do rj. boring!
today i wrote this [ ] long rj, kinda regret. hope i won't get a C :/
B at least !
♥ 11:24 PM
oh great, first day of school tmr. this is not the worst, the worst is i gt a big fat red pimple on my nose. =/
♥ 8:26 PM
i can't beileve that i finally complete the thousand word reflection. i write it out immediately whatever i can think of incase i forget. and due to my poor english, i send the report to edwin and checking for mistake and some werid phrase that he has mention.
i was struggling when it reaches 900. but i manage to add it some thoughts and crap abit so now, lets pray that edwin can mark/edit my report fast so i can sleep. it's 1.30am now and i got work tmr !! second last day but why not last day !!!! :(
ohya, i can never stay at home or somewhere else which have food. i can't stop eating the whole day. chocolates and oily food which i just gain back a few grams. i have a hi-bye friend write a story on how she slim down in the facebook. i am convice from her, and would like to buy the drink and pills from her! but my mum say NO. urrgghh..damn sad. my friend really slim down alot but i still remain as a fatty.
♥ 1:29 AM
hello people,
ohh wait, did you people smell something? i smell freedom :D but freedom doesn't come so easily. i need to write a thousand words about my experience for school. then pass to my supervisor to look through.
a thousand words are alot and within 2 days !!! i can't even write 200 words :(
saw my timetable this afternoon, love it. i have friends from my classes, lesson start at 9.45 and i love my drawing class, it start at 12. i will buck up and pull back my grades. :D
♥ 9:36 PM
not until i finish watching the season 3 of gg. or i have no mood in working on my pd(portfolio).
life is great today, no work to do. so i manage to redo my pd, definitely much nicer than my previous one. but only able to complete the home page, i can't complete others because the company is using cs3. and i totally forgotten how to link those pages up.
time to bed, i'm hungry now (:
sometimes is good that you feel hungry, means you eat lesser tonight.
♥ 1:11 AM
i'm so dead, i have not touch on my pd.
review 2 is on may. it should be 70% done but mine it's like 20% done(badly). =/
♥ 4:03 PM
this is so lame.
my supervisor had a meeting with us(interns). telling us about attitude, work conduct.
my friend said that as he was saying about attitude he was looking at me and even before we go off, he specially mention that the report he is holding is mine. sound like he is trying to scare me with the report. LIKE I EVEN CARE. He also mention that the past interns are outstanding, everything he write in the report will be truthful. BUT why, he gave one of the past interns a C grade? Everything he say is such a bullshit.
talking about attitude. he himself should know why I give attitude because they themselves doesn’t respect us.
1. He blames me for saying ‘I not sure’ for three times a row.
2. He blames me for not taking umbrella to fetch him in the rainy days but someone replace me.
These all stupid things will elaborate more after I left the company.
other marketers/ staff are no better. just glad that i'm leaving, so this is the working society. i pity them.
♥ 10:47 AM
hungry now . but sleep do miracle.
ciao.
♥ 1:19 AM
phobia.
omg, do you know i have a phobia whenever my handphone rings. thanks to my part time job, they always ring me when they in need of helpers to work which i always don't want to.
thats why i always leave my phone aside and ignore. anw, (shout out loud)i'm not working soon !! :D
another omg issue. amanda keep introducing me a singer, nichkhun(member of 2pm) watched a few video of him, he is so cute, handsome and sweet (x :( hoping to have such bf in the future :D
♥ 10:54 PM
guess who still awake?
never knew i would watch gossip girl again. actually i watched the first few ep in two years ago, thought it was bad and not exciting but it turn out wrong. it is exciting and i just complete watching season 1. & i'm going to continue watching the next season tmr.
can't wait. (:
♥ 4:00 AM
might be a good choice.
have been working at isetan after my attachment for 2 days. which means i rush off straight after my attachment. and the best thing is i skip dinner ! omg, i never skip dinner before & i always eat alot.
if i do this often.
i will able to slim down yet earn some money and die of tiredness.
nah, i was just saying.
not going to help them work so often. i will still eat my dinner but either with 3 spoon of rice or no rice. hopefully i can do more exercise.(lazy still)
& *i love good friday for the bad reason!
♥ 2:55 PM
