my new year wish,
i hope that everyday i will be busy outside or with friends.
the reason for being happy the past few weeks because of friends.
and now i went back to the situtation of appetite disturbance, crying, upset, lonely and bored.
valencia will start emo again.
i need a long term healing method. time?
♥ 5:02 AM
eeekkk....valencia is kind of regreting for not making up this morning. and making those smile in the eyes action. she look soo shitty in all photos(will be edited). regretted. !!
in the afternoon she went to chiachia house with classmates and at night to her cousin house. GAMBLING !
she will not upload the sad part as she did it in the previous post.
only happy stuff !!
so stay tune(:
♥ 3:59 PM
i have to blog these if not i cant fall asleep. =(
when once a lovers become stranger.
and been a friend is just a name.
the same situation happens again.
but the outcome is a big different.
memories is just a pain, it wont bring me happiness.
a happy club
unhappy me.
till now i realise, what i have tried is actually a waste.
to make impossible possible.
i need more time to heal.
only god knows when.
tears landed once again because of my hurtful heart.
making back two become one can only be found in
fairytales.
its a unchangeable fact ,
missesyouonceagainvalencia need a listening ear and few piece of tissues.
and she hate today, from the start till the end. (except for the middle part)
♥ 8:23 PM
happy moments are only left for memoriesyesterday had a small outing with peipei,vivian,lijie,meryl,nat,jinghao,chiachia,bz
everything was so fine.
except when we are parting i felt so upset =(
until now i'm still quite uphappy.
and our next meeting will be on 3feb..
anyway, i will blog more in details soon.
maybe after i got all the pictures - 2 or 3 days later?
HAPPY CNY PEOPLE (:i'm really missing each and
all of my friends right now =/
♥ 9:02 AM
i hate pimples !!
my online shoes is not yet arrived, and it's been a month.
god bless i wont get cheated. haha.
alright la, today skip at first meeting.
and went out...
shall post about it tmr (:
♥ 11:48 PM
one more week to
end of year 1
end of
sem 2
end of the happy moments
end with class w45l
end of fighting and shouting in class
end of laughter and beaten by mad
meimeiend of laughing till i got tired.
i have to admit that i think this class is better than my previous class.
perhaps there are more chinese speaking peeps.
more same style, mad friend in here
and more bond.
♥ 3:15 PM
so many items in my waiting list that i want to buy but i'm broke and in debt =/
so poor thing right.
i think the purpose of my ang bao this year is to clear all my debts.
so upset, dont even know how to survive this month.
& i really need to go work out. someone ask me out to gym lei. =D
♥ 12:39 PM
Click on my ads (=(be it on the top or right[click both])Location:
northpoint, peipei's house.
everyone was late except for lijie. 3cheers for you (: haha
had our lunch at north point.
then headed to peipei's house.
we webcam with junyang !
and doing girls stuff.
vivi was helping us to apply, she's good in it(:



before we send lijie off. we took some photos (=


we tried on peipei dresses, we do look sweet x)
vivi have to work so we left around 6
& peipei send me to the station (: so good right.
i went off to hub to buy my sis birthday present & back home.
i look so shit in all these pictures
♥ 1:09 PM
the mirror is kind of dirty

forced to slack around at cwp after school.
we had our dinner and meimei irritates us with her free raw pork story.
everything she said is a joke to us. HAHA.
then headed to arcade.
we tried on some clothes and shop around.
and i back home at 10 plus. so tired ><
♥ 12:15 PM
hey people there's something i have to say !!!!
:
i'm super duper wuuuper tired =(and in return of reading my blog.
click on my ads =D(if you happens to see one)
♥ 2:46 PM
an act cute shot of me =D , i knowvalencia was like so bored, and try on make up. (eye area)
hey, it's her first try of applying it okay. not bad right (x
and i will never have double eyelid =(
because the tape that suppose to do it doesn't work on me !!
makeup is so best can..but i can't survive with it forever.
cheers !! ..for my make up =D
♥ 2:25 PM
click on my adv !! thankyou(:i'm so stress today, though i didn't really contribute much but i did try to understand it
and i also quite hardworking lo. spend most of my time doing and worrying about ppt.
now i'm damn dead and tired.
anyway, it's so happen to see summer and edwin in the train alighting at yck.
they want to register for BTT, so i join them (:
summer can't register for the moment because she have to flyyyy....
and yea, so it's at 20/2 and i'm going to borrow book from someone =)
i will study hard !!
♥ 11:01 AM
FUCK UP nightmare that spoil my mood of the day !i had this fuck up nightmare today.
it's not about ghost or suddenly freaking fall down.
it's about relationship !!
it was about him and one of my girlfriend get together.
which also lead some conflicts between him and me.
i still remember what he say to me. freak.
and i just accept the facts since it's an unchangeable matter.
and i woke up with upset-ness and anger
and till now...
there's still full of anger in my body---it's frustration !!
i guess i have to scold vulgarity to ease my anger, lol (:
♥ 1:02 AM
i'm exhausted.
clubbing or 'any club's name' is a sensitive word to me.
try not mention in front of me.
♥ 3:24 PM
from the past few days till now.
i just realise that i still can't really let it go.
those memories are left untouched.
left with regrets heart. cry with no tears.
and suffering from internal pains.
making oneself happy is just a moment of forgetting.
making oneself upset just need any of these memories.
silent hurt.
♥ 4:59 PM
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yesterday outing with qiuxuan.
she's mad. meet up so earlyyy....!!!
so we search for her stuff for this looooooooooooooooooooong.
she so troublesome. haha.
and i bought something too (:
we took some pictures.
nothing special about the pictures, just both of us!
ohhh.. and we saw cecilia too, she so TALL (:
♥ 2:32 PM