Simplicity.

): i think my road of A in dma will stop.
now is premiere pro instead of photoshop and my faci is gonna change.
he say the new faci is strict and don't take jokes. omg :/
dont like !!!

♥ 8:21 AM

saving money start today.
i trying to save money by eating not more than $2.50 of food everyday.
i thought i can diet at the same time but today after i went home i ate maggie. :/

anyway, can't believe that i rather don't eat and spend those money on shopping.
i was about to buy a shorts and some tied wire thingy online. wait till i deposit the money tmr~

hmm. i've really set my mind. going bangkok next year !! (:
i welcome all my shopping mates to join me..prefer girls going w me.
i can't imagine the amount of clothes i am going to buy ^^

happy (((:

♥ 11:49 PM

if i have the ability to make someone suffer. you will be in my list.
i feel like doing some evil things now. because i'm not in a f. good mood.

♥ 12:27 AM

i don't feel like going taiwan for grad trip anymore.
can i spend my money on clothes instead. i think that spending hundreds of money on air ticket is a total waste of money.

maybe i can save my money and go bangkok. cheaper air ticket and i'm gna spend all my money on clothes.

or i go no where. stay in singapore and buy all those beautiful clothes. i saw too many pretty stuff.

okay wait. first thing first, i need to slim my body to no tummy. okay, rules set. im not gna eat supper and more than 2/3 meals a day. each meal must be 7/10 full.

and i gonna to work harder for my job. no matter what, i will not quit !! think of money, think of money !!!!! :/

♥ 11:56 PM

spell s-e-l-f-i-s-h and point at me please (:
i feel so selfish at times !!

anyway, i want to drink lime ice blended. does bubble tea shop even have this flavor?
i want to drink lime related drinks eh..... :(

♥ 11:44 PM

how my 1.5kg come about.
today i ate 2 bread at 630. had my very full dinner at 7 till 8. supper at 1030.
maybe i can welcome another 0.5kg soon. :/

and recently my skin condition getting worst. hand itche and go press, now got so many scar. i want to go facial :/

eekk..so many bad things happen. dont like.

♥ 10:39 PM

in three days. i gain 1.5kg. what the...
i need to start doing some workout already.

♥ 10:50 PM

okay. i must really get use of it. whenever i get into the dma class, it makes feel like a freak.
i know everyone hates to sit w a stranger and didnt talk. blame on myself for not being sociable.

♥ 8:03 AM

seriously. where do i put my ezlin card !!
i dont even know i misplace it or i lost it. omg. i still have train concession eh.
FOUND ! :>

♥ 9:47 PM

no clothes ): disappointed.
my sis say everything its winter clothes. all she bought is those little things and i think its okay okay.

now all i hope is my bro bought my bag !! :/

♥ 7:54 PM

do i look like an ah lian ? :(
i seriously think no, actually there's pros and cons of being looking like one.
people will be afraid of me, which i think quite cool.
i dont need unnecessary people to walk into my life.

♥ 2:32 PM

flowers from my friends. rose & the dying sunflower. (:

thanks

a photo of myself,

they say i look nice but i think it's not.

look at my round face and the single eyelid.

upset

i gain weight. today is a nightmare. why am i so hungry ? :(

♥ 11:16 PM

i look fugly in those photos ): nevermind.

♥ 2:50 PM

please click on the ads on the right of my blog ? :D

♥ 2:03 PM

tell me, how cool is cool ?

it's kind of early morning now. 10am.
dont know why my blog timing is always wrong. lazy and dont know to fix it.

as i mention earlier. i sleep at kok's house. like 4 hours and now i'm awake and feeling talkative.

yea. my sis is back from hk today. i sponser her 50bucks kay.
hope she bought many pretty cool stuff home. you know how much i trust my sis fashion, hmm, at least i know she is much better than i am. though sometimes i dont agree with her fashion sense.

anyway, talking about my sis. i think she is good at her design, drawing and creativity. how i wish i have her half. because being a designer i think its important. she is a design student too (: we studied almost the same course but she studied in nyp. you know rp suck. if i were in nyp i can start to build my creativity there and learn more.

and i can't wait for my bro to be back from his honeymoon. which is next next week ? i ask him to buy a bag for me !! hope he will buy it.

and then at dec my parents going to taiwan & hk. why uh. everyone going oversea except me :/
i want to go either taiwan or bkk. i'm sure going taiwan but if i earn extra money from my upcoming job, i will go bkk too (:

shopping !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3

♥ 9:59 AM

i feel so talkative today which explain my multiple posts for today (:
i want to post a pretty picture of me in my blog. wait till i got the pictures. omg, if i post my picture and you all think its not pretty don't say can. because yesterday for a few mins i think its not bad. let me gain that little confidence hao bu hao (((((((((:

okay, change my mind. not sure if there's any pretty photo of me not. normally i think its pretty, people might think otherwise. anyway, i'm not photogenic. so ya :/

i want a oval face, bigger eyes, sharper nose and flawless skin eh ):

♥ 9:47 AM

i know i know. whats matters is the outcome and i have lose ):
but however i think i still win in everything. outcome is important but not to forget the process.
which makes me gain back confidence and by then who cares about outcome.
i can live in my own world (:

okay, it's something random though.

♥ 9:34 AM

love being on stage. if next time being on stage again, make sure i will be the lead rather than some ... (okay idk how to say)
anyway, thank you friends to be there yesterday. love ! those who didnt came, your msg is love too (:

i make some new friends too(: all great and fun people :D

so many things i want to do.
gonna start working, save money for grad trip. buy more clothes and i'm so gonna learn make-up. i feel so noob yesterday. dont even know how to draw eye liner.

and yea, yesterday went to kok house. guess what. i was sleeping the whole morning. didnt even manage to interact with them. his house sofa and booster rock. (:

♥ 9:09 AM

it's the sunglasses fever. (:

♥ 1:34 AM

another gossip girl sentence that i like.
i have to be blair waldorf before i can be chuck bass' girlfriend. - blair.

♥ 11:59 PM

i had a rehearsal today and tomorrow is the kpop concert(cj 4th birthday).
hmm..i dont know why. but i feel normal, not that excited.
maybe i not into dance or maybe i dont dance well.

okay. it's once in a life time experience. maybe i wont be performing on stage anymore or else i found other interest. actually i prefer doing jazz but first i need to gain enough confidence (:

yea. anyway, the concert will be held on singapore poly.
not free entry, so dont bother to come if you dont want to pay. haha

bye peeps (:
just hope i wont fall or having bad timing.

♥ 9:50 AM

if two people are meant to be together, eventually they'll find their way back. - chuck bass

♥ 12:19 PM

not gonna help friends to buy things online anymore.
its kind of troublesome. due to money wise, transport wise.

it's kinda gulity when you found out that the total amount is expensive.
because after all is me who help to calculate all the stuff.
(okay idk what im talking about, lazy to re-phrase it)

:/ hais.

im gonna blog shopping alone next time !

♥ 5:08 PM

i'm utterly upset with myself.
as a design student i design some shit for today's dma lesson.
okay, maybe i should cut down on watching tv drama and start looking for some photoshop kind of video.

♥ 10:48 PM

i don't feel comfortable with ............

♥ 2:23 PM

cheap trill.

i got praise by faci in the rj comments "Hi Valencia, great design, almost professional quality.
Overall this is one of the strongest design in the class. "

weeee (:

but i'm in all year 1 class. -.- people that just start using photoshop and get to know design principles, their creativity not yet trigger(actually so am i).
if i were in our didm group, i will be super average :/

updated*
he show my workpiece to the class, happy max. actually he show all the workpiece that get As. & i spot a potential web layout design pro.

♥ 7:38 AM

:(

♥ 10:49 AM

ask me about, how i spent my past few days
ask me about, how happy i am
ask me about, how i feel
ask me about, how i much love my friends right now
and
ask me about, how grateful i wanna thank them
:)

thank you friends (:

♥ 3:27 PM

i want to help but can't.
it sad to see and know.
it's up to you to make a difference (:

♥ 1:06 AM

my attire has been criticise by friends ): ( but i think i look kinda alright[: )
i knew it, it's so hard to bring out the blue shoe. or it's so hard to match it well.

)))))): i feel so demorlise when i wear it out nx time. i feel like buying smilar shoe design but in different color. either black or brown.

anw, i kinda sad now !! how to face people with my shitty mix and match outfit :/
meeting amanda later, might buy another awesome shoe or clothes ? :D

♥ 10:15 AM

i'm being bless by friends. :D

♥ 8:09 AM

fickle minded.
decide not to dye my hair in the salon, maybe diy.

okay, these few days my mum keep nagging at me. she dont allow me to stay out late because of the recent news of teenage death. zzz. i'm going to die from her naggy-ness

♥ 2:31 PM

Fall For You

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
You're impossible to find

this song is always love. nice song (:

anw, i am going to dye my hair tmr. which vain pot want to join me dye ?

♥ 2:01 PM

finally i am more confidence with my slimmer body.
my mum say that i'm too skinny. look ugly :/ she say i look nicer when i'm fatter :(((
but actually i want to be much slimmer eh ~.~

ps. i wanna dye my hair

♥ 10:14 PM

i did say so. i did mention hope we are still friends until i realise that the things you did not worth to be friend with you. maybe hi-bye friends. theres all kind of friends fyi.

as you mention assumption kills but have you spare a thoughts to even explain. you should know the promise i give you. if you keep my promises in mind, the least thing you could do is to give me less hurt. you could tell me the truth.

do rmb that you mention about the r/s, graduate stuff. (ya, talk is cheap) no wonder you dont believe things about 'change' because you yourself dont keep your words too.

if you think i did not notice about you, what makes u think that i did not. dont assume something that you didnt know the truth. i DID know actually.

srsly, what i told them is truth. its about how they feel, spread and what they say. i did not ask them to blame on you. is all up to them. i believe some of them only go for reasoning. after all this relates to love. no right and wrong.

it takes two hands to clap. i didnt say that im right too. since you think that you are not in wrong then i have nothing to say.

thats it. everything should put it a stop.
a blog war. joke.

♥ 10:17 AM

i received 2 karmas in a go. that will be the end of the bad things i did in the past. feeling quite relieve now. friends, you should believe in karma. (: what goes around, comes around.

♥ 11:57 AM

cool, i got slimmer :D soon i can reach the weight of 48kg. but why my tummy still exist ! ):

♥ 12:02 AM